I can't remember this morning.

I was going to start this post off with how long I've been awake, but I realized that I couldn't remember what time I woke up today. It's coming to me now...1 p.m...but I find this totally unsettling. This insomnia is killing my brain more than any drug I've ever done. I don't know how I got here, to this place of chain-smoking, and clenched jaw, and finally winding down an hour before I have to get up for class. Sometimes I think it's that all the stress I've been internalizing is finally bubbling up to the surface. And if that's the case; well...things are about to get weird.